satan sucks!

ARGH!!!!!! why does satan have to watch us, and know us...? No, he doesn't know us like God knows us.. but... sigh. I don't know, this isn't much of a blog.. but i just needed to yell (or type) about how frustrating it is that when we finally feel like we're starting to get close to the heart of God again..... Satan is right there to say, "hah! you think i'm going tomake it that easy?" and he just works overtime. Not even by tempting us.. but.... just making us doubt, and question, and stealing our joy, and making us feel like god changes because of our circumstances. And.... why does satan have to be so convincing? HUMPH!!!!!

PS- I used "feel" on purpose there, because I know God doesn't change because of/with my circumstances.... but, it feels like that. argh you satan!